But sometimes I really just want to vomit away all the fat.

But then I remember that you can't sing if you're throwing up...
But then I remember that there are PLENTY of singers with eating disorders who are throwing up every day...
But then I remember that they have the money to pay for teeth whitening and pitch correctors and auto tune...
But then I remember that they still sing live-ish...
And then I'm back to wanting to vomit away all of the fat, once again.

I'm so tired of hating myself in every way shape and form.
So VERY tired.